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The Longing

A few years ago, while searching for answers to my own quiet longing, I came across a word that stopped me in my tracks.

“Hiraeth.”
A Welsh word with no direct translation. It describes a deep longing for a home, a place, or a feeling that no longer exists—or maybe never existed at all.

It’s a kind of homesickness for moments you can’t return to… or places you’ve never been.

Then there’s “Anemoia.”
Nostalgia for a time or place you’ve never known.

And that’s when it clicked.

Sometimes what we long for isn’t a thing at all—it’s a feeling.
Understanding from someone who truly sees you.
A wise word spoken at just the right moment.
Relationship or connection. Support. A Breakthrough. Answers to questions. 
A safe, inviting circle grounded in truth, stability, and grace—without judgment.

At times it feels like I’m asking for too much.
Like I’m hoping people will read my mind and offer more than what feels possible.

I’ve noticed that this longing often grows stronger around Christmas.

Maybe it’s the physical distance from loved ones.
Maybe it’s because so many of us are like ducks on water—calm on the surface, paddling furiously underneath just to stay afloat.
Tired. Needing rest. But knowing there’s no pause button… no rescue party coming to take over your responsibilities.

Maybe it’s because we want to do what’s right in a world where shortcuts are celebrated—and choosing integrity can feel lonely.

But I know this: I’m not alone in this feeling.
And neither are you.

So many are smiling, waving, and powering through their days and to-do lists.
If that’s you—I see you.
You are not alone.
And this season will pass, just like others have before.

It’s okay to feel this longing.
It’s okay to feel tired.
Just remember: feelings come and go, but decisions are what create change.

Feelings are responses to circumstances—but you always have some power.
Power to make the next choice.
Power to take the next step.

Dreaming about change without action is just a wishlist.
So maybe the invitation is this: lean into the longing.
Ask yourself how you can be what you’re searching for—
for your family, your circle… and for yourself.

As the new year approaches, this is your moment to reflect.
Turn the page.
And begin writing the next chapter.

May God bless your journey in 2026!